♥Wednesday, March 23, 2011♥
Cant get to slp recently due to too muchie problems. Damn tired abt all tis alrdy!
Slept 1 hr only.. kana wakiie by mummy & kor kor.
Then Ah Di called. Did not pick up his call.
Divert all my calls away for 2 days alrdy.
Was thinking to give who my new num,so ... decided to give some.
Smsed Kathy & Ah Chai they all.
Then babiie smsed mii at nite,telling mi Ah Di at 531.
So, i came down from 532.
End up! WTH.. saw him & Ah Sim loh.. but lucky he did not see mi..
Walked one big round to come over to 530.
Suddenly saw him walking over.. run off over to 529.
Seated alone for some time.
Decided to sms him cuz arbo he wun go back de..
then as i am prepared.
He sure to say i outside got guy all tat haha..
Then came back 530 after he leave.
Cried. Finally feeling better after crying everything out.
Did not eat the whole day,feeling hungry.
Went buy maggie mee but end up never eat & throw away.
Finally everything is settled.
Hopefully he can let me go tis time.
It'd been so many time i bring up the issue yet unable to settle at all till now tat i decided to MIA from him by changing my num.
Hopefully everything goes well.
Why muz he always push all the faults to others rather then knowing the fact tat we both know it's impossible & were never have an ending?!
No matter i fallen for others anot,we'll still not going to have any endings in the end.
Seen we both know in the start,why drag?
Why cant juz let go? Tot in the start we alrdy agreed tat we'll give each other our blessing & still be frds even till the day tat we need to part?