♥Thursday, November 4, 2010♥
Was turning here & dere the whole nite juz cant get to slp. Was so stress whereas i'm on leave now,income also having problems. Tot i can manage still but was lyk,haiz.. if this goes on i've to start all over again on my savings. Decided to order MacDelivery breakfast for mummy & daddy. Went online,ordered the Mac bundle for them,end up?! They did not eat,daddy eat a litter then went off & mummy says come back then eat. Told mii sis to eat the burger,yet she rejected too.. WTH..! Y shld i always be the one who's trying to patch back the r/s in mii family! I'm so tired of all this! Wasting my time,money & efforts! Sis said abt the electric bills. I was lyk..,wat the fuck! All along i'm not at home most of the time! And even if i'm at home,wat i did use?.. pls use ur bloodly empty brain to think lah! Ish due to mii lappy?! All along i've been using for yrs & nothing of the bill problems! Now u saying due to mii lappy!.. how abt the extra freight then?.. are u sure ish mii lappy then y is last month bills had got no problems before using both freight.. i've really got enough of all this man! Still u dislike mii tat much.. dun worry,i'll leave asap! I did not help the family u dare say mah? Fine then,take it as i did not do anything for the family! U did the most okay! I've really got nothing to say! From now on,i wun do all those fucking craps buying things for ur,putting ur in the heart when i'm out!.. I wun buy anymore home stuff too! I've got enough! Seen u're so gd then bear with everything..,i wun contribute on anything anymore! U really makes mii sick of staying at home,y am i always out most of the time? this ish just not a family.. not a family tat i feel love,secure & cared... all ur wan ish money! I've alrdy try my best to provide ur with my best.. seen it means nothing in ur eyes then leave it! I'll find my ways to leave & move out,i wun & dun wan to bother abt anything anymore!