♥Monday, August 2, 2010♥
1 Aug 2010,
Thing was still fine in the afternoon. Bay called & wake mii up,then meet Ah Di & went to hougang fetch them & go to Sunny's wedding invitation. Then while on the way back,Ah Keong called mii.. so went dwn to 341.. while chatting with him,found out tat, DTZC alrdy had a gf & her gf offens help out at his mum shop.
Things went smoothly still.. we went to west coast to meet Ah Hua for dinner then came back home again.
Till then..,really dunno wat had happen to "四哥".. he like 365 degree changes. Very sad to see tat,so i went down meet babiie.. feel like crying loud out,but i cant..
Went 532 then went eat Mac. After tat seat downstairs feed the catty with babiie.. till i just rch home,mummy told mii he wanna to go to RC to request for help on 2nd brother. Sending him to IMH.. Wat shld i do? I really dun wish to see my family like tat.. then she told mii abt 四哥,am really sad.. he do not wan to tok to us at all. When i tok to him,he was still unhappy. Wat in world happen? Y muz it be breaking my family? I really am tired. The mask of happiness tat i've put on all this while,the tears tat had been hide deep in my heart. I really feels like giving up. Tired,mentally & emotionally. I wish to disappear.. disappear into a place where no one could find mi.. who really understands?
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