♥Saturday, July 24, 2010♥
Very very tired & franking sick. Yesterday went back to office to tk my stuff in the morning. Did not slp the nite before. Was upset abt some stuff.. and also,kinda disappointment. Heard of stories,kinda being back slapped by own frd who i trust. Heard abt a sms i send to my boss "Lawrence" of wishing & greetings became something tat he feels unhappy abt.. Juz a blessing wish frm my heart whereas a frd yet being misunderstood. Disappointed with my own results at work too. Tot did not know them for long,juz a week tot,this is really a happy new experience tat i learn. At least while i encounter the same problem nwxt time *touch wood*.. I'll have the solution on hand of how to handle it. Must admite tat at timex i'm to rush & harsh on doing things. But tat's mii.. i'm who i'm,i dun like to be blame for nothing. I dun like to be sentence to death while i dunno wat's going on.. After all this while of friendship,i saw the true colours. I knw tat i shld not trust tat much. But in fact,i shld not be knowing tat much too.. Anyway,it'd all pass.. back to my life now. After office,dropped Issac @ serangoon north then head down to AMK hub NTUC for shopping with Bay. Hmm.. not yet buy the present for them. So irritating loh.. dunno wat to buy! Only manage to buy the cursion for car & 2 t-shirt for Ah Di where he say he need tat day but no cheap cheap de cuz juz for normal wear to wrk,but mii found tat damn cheap de.. lolx! 2 for $5 nia nia..Bought the A1 curry puff then went over to Tim shop cuz Bay wanna ask abt which blackberry hp is good,but hor.. he not there leh.. he off yesterday wor.. After tat went back home,then went out with Ah Di.. company him to eat then went for my facial.. but hor! WTH.. no slot for yesterday,so no choice..book for today 12noon de slot.. '=.="
Heard over the phone frm Bay tat Sani called him,saying tat TP called & told him seeing the car on the road. Erm.. so funny i find him,Sani is the one he bring over to office. Lawrence is the one tat he say he wanna help whereas his wife is giving birth soon. Who can he help while he shld be more clear then mii tat he's the centre party of both sides. As i say,he can only choose one to help or,.. dun bother at all as there's none of his problem. Wat will he gain? The kindness of being taken for granted? Haiz.. Why making it so unhappy for everybody.. I decided to help on the accident after asking him whereas he told mii help Lawrence cuz his wife going to give birth.. but yet? Wat he say behind to him after tat..! Juz when in trouble,he'll need someone besides.. after tat? Taking for granted of all the kindness? I dun think anyone owns him tat bahz.. he got money,he's rich.. so wat? Means as he mention over the phone with him,he got the money to hire staffs.. he'd the one paying salary. So? 一山还有一山高。。A gd company is all staffs wun ever feel like leaving at all.. not keep on changing staffs.. such a small thing he dun even understands? Issac kana sack by Lawrence,juz due to a small matter where he did not even meet him to tok & check as a boss of wat's happening & going on.. juz by listening on one side..sad it's a very sad thingy of how he manage a small company till there's so much unhappiness...Haiz.. drop this topic bahz.. the more i think,the more i am unhappy over it. I believe a person who knows he'll knows one day,if he mean to be selfish,he'll always be without a true frd. Say much also no use.
I always believe on this :
Treat others the way tat you wan to be treated,even if being ill treated,at the very least.. I did not betray myself or my characters.
Actually after tat wanna go massage de.. but was too tired to go,so went home rest. Till 12mn Ah Di called,went Ah ban shop with him,then planned to go for movies after tat. But,i wasn't feeling well at all.. franking flu..! Disturbing mii nose.. cant breath well & was feeling so cold. So told him tonite then go watch. Send mii home,then now updating.. Ermm.. time to slp now,very tired. Still gotta wakie early for facial & go buy pray kor kor de thingy.. time to stop liao.. wan an!