♥Tuesday, July 20, 2010♥
Damn angry today. Was telling myself to co-operate with everyone in office,went to apologize with H but yet.. she was so angry & scold mii ask mii get out of the office! WTH! Fucking hell.. i own u arh ccb! At least let mii knw wat happen before putting mii to death mah.. Fuck loh.. then lucky Su told mii wat happen. But i'm too rush to did something nah.. haiz.. end up nothing alrdy,misunderstanding had been clear.
But still not in gd mood,so told Bay take it as leave for today. Then went KA lunch with him then he help mii call Johnson send mii back.. but i company him go delivery instead of going back home. Then went back home,meet Ah Di & then went out again.. go Thomson Plaza shopping,bought 2 pairs of shoes & then went bank in money. Stupid ATM machine! Always spoil de.. =.=" no choice went bishun de ATM loh.. then went Mac eat dinner & then came home.
95 days had pass after 三哥 pass away. Was thinking abt him while on Ah Di's car.. then dunno y,tears juz drop itself. Lucky he did not notice. I miss him alot.. how i wish he's here with mii.. how i wish we could be able to go to Pulau Ubin together again,but it'll never happen again.. the last memories,the last place we visit,the every every single things are all leave in my heart. Happiness & sadness all from Ubin.. Nobody knows y do i love ubin.. y do i hates ubin..
The first time before i'm almost dead,it happens in ubin. The last time where i manage to face the past,it was ubin. The last time where i was out with u,三哥.. it was also in ubin. Y leave mii such memories? Y hurts mii so deeply? Y breaks my heart without a word.. y in life is always like tat? Who can i trust?.. I also need someone to relay on.. i'm tired,kor.. do u knw tat i'm really very tired...
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