Princess ValerieBel

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♥Sunday, June 27, 2010♥
Suddenly feeling so emo.. his images appear in my head again. The happiness tat he ever bring to mii.. and the saddness & deep cuts tat he'd given to mii.. tml is his birthday. Wonder how is he now? Maybe there're thingx tat only can be hidden deep down in my heart where no one will be able to find the key to unlock it anymore. My heart is painful.. but nobody knowx other then myself.. acting tat nothing hurts,nothing matters & not anything anymore..
Ever trust someone again,believes tat he'll go tot thick & thin with mii as he promised. But when i wish tat he'll be the one besides mii to overcome tat someone..,he rejected. He was angry & asked mii not to mention abt him anymore. But,in fact.. he never knows tat if he had company mii there,i will be very proud & secure to show tat someone tat i'm alrdy belonged to someone,there & always in my heart. Tat cuz our road to end. *Bling* alrdy a year plus passed. Ever try to sms him,but he chooen not to contact. Haha.. maybe tat will be happier for him bahz.. but i need someone who really can stayz by my side going tot thick & thin with mi.. tat's sure not him?! Hopes tat he'll find a gd Mrs right bah.. he's a gd hubby to mii.. if he ever knows..
I'd never blog about the true feel here. This is the first & only.. haha.. haiz dun think so much will be better bahz.. If only he knows,I'm really tired,I feel like crying,I miss him every much & my heart is crying.. is only tat I choose not to show.. only tat i am showing the happy times.
If one day u know.. I really lovex you in my heart,but u dun trust mii no more..
Anyway,gotta thks my current dear. Who'd been by my side all tis while. Even tot he knows tat we'll have to end one day. Even tot he knows tat i dun loves him. He still choosen to treasure & gives mii all he could.. I will always keep it in my heart,no matter our r/s will be long or short,the efforts & time spend are all recorded in my memories. Thks dear for all tis making mii feels tat i'm treasured & pampered. Making mii knows tat u're always there with mii giving mii moral support & i'll never be alone. Going tot my happiness & saddness,not throwing or leaving mii aside. Thks u for all u did..