♥Tuesday, February 2, 2010♥
Am starting to feel bored with my current relationship.I know clearly tat it's heading no where.I know clearly tat it should come to an end.But,y am i still dragging?Y am i feeling speechless whenever i see him?
Last nite i finally manage to mention to him tat we wont be together for long.Also finally manage to have the courage to mention about his r/s with his wife.But,there is no answer at all.There is nothing tat will be done.I know clearly,deeply in my heart.I been always telling him tat i wont love him as i know there wont be any result,iit will comes to an end very soon.But,i know clearly tat i have lied to myself & him.I know tat i truly love him & had fallen for him.
While preparing the Valentine's Day gifts till now,i'm still asking myself is it worth?!^^Y am i sooo silly & stupid^^ whereas i know tat it's impossible?
Actual planning of 9999 hearts for him,including 3 pairs of couple shirt,one photo hp chain & a customized photo cup. All for him as V.Day present. I know clearly tat wont get anything even more of his love in return. But i am still doing such silly thingy for him!
No matter wat,i still wanted to wish him ;
*Dear, Happy Valentine's!* This is our 1st Valentine's Day together.Knowing tat it may not last long.Knowing tat we may not be able to go tot more Valentine's Day together.But i wanted to thks u for all the love & care given all this while.
U been understanding to me,never bother about wat other says about me even tot so many people around disagree. U try to give me the best in time to accompany me & did almost everything tat i requested. I know there are things tat u cant get over & am clear tat i dun stand much place in ur heart. But truly thks for being here for me. Knowing the efforts tat u try to put in,knowing the time u had given me even u're very tired after work. Knowing tat i've been naggy sometimes,stubborn like princess & unreasonable. Thks for accepting me as who i am. For tolerating all my temper etc. Thks for being here for me when i am down. Dear, i wish one day u know tat, ^I LOVE U^ NSH & LMF.
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