Knowing it was a lie, but choosen not to explose it.

Shld i say myself stupid or shld i blame myself for the trust given? Actually i alrdy know that this R/S i'm having contains of many unknown and untruth stories.Been asking myself a few questions for some times alrdy. But, still choosen to try it out & hoping that there'll be a result. But too bad bah.. fact is still fact.

Some question that i've gone over all this while thinking & considering :

1. Why dose his wife control him & have a timing for him to reach home?

Ans : Due to he is playful outside? Or maybe he had ever did something wrong before?

2. Why after ending the R/S, he stop me from entering the room & his attitude changes but he deny?

Ans : It's just a game anyway, so why bothers seen it has ended?

3. Why after patching back, he's so busy till not even a single time for me?

Ans : He'd alrdy found another one? Or maybe just excuses that he need to give so that he can report home to his wife in time?

4. Very stress and busy, I don't know his stress & he needs to find money for a lots of thing?

Ans : This become the easy and best excuses to give to avoid from going home late where they wun be any special things that i'll provides?

Think can stop part of the questions here alrdy as i think i can be clear of the results & answer.
There seem to be too many question mark that he can't even be bother to explain like before. And will only tells me that whatever i think & wan to say just be it. So, i have finally had an answer for all this while of questions. And so, also had made the plan of a happy ending of this R/S. Leaving without saying and just pretend as normal so it wun hurts neither party, hmm.. maybe it'll be better as it wun hurts me that much leaving without words. But for him, i think there's not a single hurts bah..

Think my decision of buying the bag for him as the last gift before i leave is a right choice. As for him, no matter he wanted to use it anot i cannot control anymore. Hopes that he will have a happy family & maybe his own child next time when we have fate to meet again. I've decided to end the necklaces biz alrdy. As maybe it'll be better so as to keep apart so that i wun remember any happy or unhappiness that had been happening all this while.

Happy for him as i know that he no longer needs helps and discussion on promotions and work. He alrdy can handle it himself so having me around or not wun matters longer. As seeing the biz had been growing & turns to a more stable stage, i'm very happy to see the results. The efforts & hard wrk that he'd putted in finally turns into good results.

I believes that in his mind is all about earning money, so this is a good news to him. As for R/S wise, i don't think it matters too him. No r/s can still find nah.. no money will die.. hahhahaa.. this is a fracking true thing in life. So, i decided to leave him & his shop. Let the happy and sad times flow away while time passes by..

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